Tuesday, December 27, 2011

Tuesday December 27, 2011

Well today went by kinda quickly for me. Got my first consult with the surgeon tomorrow. My boyfriends and I are going there together so he can see what this entails as well. Kinda excited but then again nervous as well. I got all my paperwork ready that they gave me the day of the seminar in the packet (December 14, 2011). My appointment is at 10:25 am. Yeah I know I shouldnt be going to doc on my birthday but this will be something I can look forward to. And possibly by this time next year be on the journey and have gotten rid of alot of the weight by this time next year. I shouldnt say lose the weight cause I dont ever wanna find it again. So when its gone its gone not lost. Boot it to the curb. Will update you all tomorrow when i get home. If I can get my phone's camcorder to work right I will do a YouTube update on my visit. Been trying to do a firmware update it to get the front camcorder to work. If not will have my boyfriend record me cause his is working. Am sure he will have questions too. I never got this far last time I seeked out the wls. I just got as far as the seminar then decided to give the hcg a try. I did for 15 months and wound up puttin it all back on during maintainence plus a few extra. Wish me luck.

Monday December 26, 2011

Well, this was very discouraging today. I got a notice on my facebook page that someone reported I tried to add them and dont know them. What a stupid reason to report someone. So I pulled all the people I had requested etc out of my friends, cause not sure which ones I added or the ones who added me. So to be fair I pulled them all, if they want me back on their friends they can re-request me, otherwise I wont be adding. Very discouraging. I only added a few from the groups I am in for the WLS on facebook. Its very tempting to remove myself from those groups. If someone go as far as reporting me, what tells me that they will be supportive when I need it which is why I added a few. So if I was on your facebook page friends list but not now and you want me to be a friend you will have to add me yourself. I thought thats what these groups and pages are for is for the support. Am very upset over this. I know its just something little but thats what upsets me so much cause something petty like this and have to report me. Never ever been reported in all the years have used facebook.

Might just get the support from the live (in-person) groups for now on. Not sure, just very upset over this. Thats all I did was just request to add thats all.

Sunday, December 25, 2011

Sunday December 25, 2011

Well, Merry Christmas everyone. Hope you all have a wonderful day. Got up gave the dog their treat, and put in a pan of cinnamon rolls in oven, when done topped them with some orange creme icing. Hey better enjoy it while I can before I get started on this journey. Hope you all have a wonderful day.

Saturday, December 24, 2011

Wednesday December 21, 2011

Well, today I weighed in at 235, My gosh will it stop going up. Geez by time I get to submit my papers and have my surgery gonna be big as a house. I don't understand why keeps going up. It usually reaches its peak at about 239-245 then stops and goes back down to bout 219 then starts climbing again. Grrrrrr.......wish it would stop. Be so glad to get my surgery.

Talked to 2 of my kids today. They all live in a different state than I do. Its hard at holidays not having any friends or most importantly none of my family around. I'm very close to my family and hurts not to get to see them at Christmas. Didn't realize Christmas is this weekend till my oldest son said something to me bout their dinner. I was like OMG, didn't realize it was this weekend. But hey since Christmas that close so is my birthday (3 days later).

Tuesday December 20, 2011

Well today I woke up to yet another gain. I weigh 234.2 lbs now. It just keeps goin up and up no matter what I do. I have to go to my PCP today for my weight. Have to get started on the 6 month supervised diet anyways so what better way to get this started than now before I go to consult with surgeon. Askin him for the letter of recommendation while I am there. So will update you when I get back today as to what he decides to do and puts me on.

Monday December 19, 2011

Well I have my reg pcp appt tomorrow to get this medically supervised diet going. He not gonna like to hear that have decided to do the wls, but oh well not his life. If he wont give me the recommendation letter then will go to another doc who will.